you're a mystery yourself

Monday, February 14, 2011

5:12 AM

Be my valentine.... will you?

&the beauty.

2:11 AM

Luke 2: 52 - And Jesus grew in wisdom and stature, and in favor with God and man.

promises revealed.. God proved faithful... as always...

i come to the throne with a thankful heart.

&the beauty.

4:33 AM

the dilemma i thought was resolved has actually not..

although i guess it's gone from a point of uncertainty to more surety & clarity.

as much as it feels right, i'm fearful of the steps of faith needed or rather just the confrontation bits of it.

it's THE MOVE!

something i'm not too familiar with and have never had to do all my years of walking this christian walk.

Something I've avoided whenever I could.

I asked God is this the right choice. is this just purely my own wishful thinking and not His will afterall.

After much deliberation & prayer, i feel quite right, though not a 100%, in my spirit to go ahead and do it.

the numbness, the oblivion and the unwillingness to commit has motivated me to get it right all over again. Perhaps, i really should just do it.

Spoke with a couple of people just to sound the many thoughts running through my mind. it does seem to all point in the same direction.

I guess at the end of the day, as long as my faith does not waver and planting myself in some place where I can grow my roots in Him, that's ultimately most important.

Now, it's the talks I need to get through before the departure that I am trying to put off.

Lord, please give me the confidence and honesty in expressing my thoughts and feelings that in this season, it's just not the right place for me.

I thank them for the opportunity to grow and am thoroughly grateful for the sowing of seeds in my life and for just providing one of the best foundations of faith.

To be where I am today, I am very thankful.

Of which, I surrender ALL. To where this leads, i trust it with Faith...

&the beauty.

4:07 AM

this time last year was my last blog post...

just decided to pick this up again.. how frequent the entries may be.? i dunno. as & when i feel like blogging my thoughts i guess. and if they're gonna be all writings.?. i dont think so. :) we'll see..

and so. a year of going all silent in blogging world. what do i summarise 2010 to be like.one phrase - Embrace the challenges of transition.

a year of starting a new chapter. a year of exploring the unchartered waters with God. Delving into deep ends with no clue of how deep it really is. going on destination-less roadtrips meeting detours now and then. I guess that pretty much sums up how I went from being a student and into the scary working world where my character undergoes moulding & shaping. I'm glad to say amidst all, I am REALLY THANKFUL & GRATEFUL for God's faithfulness. He stood by His promises, carried me in the tough times and just open doors of opportunities that He amazed me with. Standing at the start of 2011, I'm glad for 2010 to be over yet know that the year needed to go by the way it did.

2011 has started off on an awesome note. Got back straight into routine after coming back from a 2 week hols in Sg+Beijing. A well-needed break to catch up with family and get some sanity check going. Being back in Melbourne and into work, I've undertaken a new perspective in dealing with work. Esp coming out from a whole year of starting work full-time. Knowing what needs to be done and understanding God's ultimate plan of putting me there this season, I am all onto it! Taking in the good and the bad, the happy and the unhappy, ALL in my stride. For I believe in Phil 4:13.... Nothing is impossible for those who believe

i'm just lovin' it at the moment....

Jeremiah 29:11 - For I know the plans for you, plans to prosper and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope & a future

&the beauty.