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Saturday, October 22, 2005
8:37 AM

i PASSED my basic theory test!!!
one more to go and im on my way to finish practical and getting my license.
coolness. cant wait.
aft As.it major driving lessons for me! =p
for now its major mugging period for me.
2 more FREAKING short more weeks and the thing tt i have been preparing for 2 yrs begin.
and in 10 days. it ends.!
tt's the cool thing abt it.
but for now. its the boring ol' preparation and anxiety tt eats my insides.
anyhows. i can survive thru it. having come thus far.
pray for me aight.! =)
nus library has become my second home.
conducive place. and its eye candies galore. *beams*
here's wishing all of us taking major exams or just exams in general all the best.! let's all work hard towards our goals!!!!
till then.~

&the beauty.

Monday, October 17, 2005
7:56 AM


























&the beauty.

Thursday, October 13, 2005
12:51 AM

class of 2005.
farewell assembly at SAJC(malan road)
nostalgia.

lives are in the making here
hearts are in the waking here
mighty undertaking here
up and on!
up and on!
we are arming for a fight
pressing on with all our might
pluming wings for higher flight
up and on!

Chorus:
Up saints! truest fame
lies in high endeavour
play the game; keep the flame
burning brightly ever

fair before us lies the way
time for work and time for play
fill the measure while we may
up and on!
up and on!

foes in plenty we shall meet
hearts courageous scorn defeat
so we press with eager feet
up and on!
up and on!
ever onward to the fight
ever upward to the light
ever true to god and right
up and on!

the last time im wearing the sa uniform singing that school song in this sch campus right here at malan road.
the feeling's different from the usual monday morning assembly.nice one in fact.
farewell assembly today basically consisted of many speeches from teachers and guests as forms of encouragement and inspirations to us for the upcoming exams.
it was quite a solemn affair but the funny speeches by mr newby and mr leong injected some much needed humour among the students.
esp tt of mr casey leong.=p
SFC performance was heart-warming.
liked the songs they sang namely tt's wad friends are for and you'll never walk alone.
god is always there and i wont walk alone. *smiles*
staff performance was really cute and it was a great effort by the teachers.=)
they sang 'coming out of the dark'.
assembly then closes with the college hymn.
its really meaningful.
always enjoyed the singing of college hymn.*heart-warming*
had civics aft and got back results slips and all.
got presents from mr lee.some sheaffer pen tt got my name engraved on it.=p
cookies from mrs lee were nice too.
we then helped ourselves to the buffet at the cafe and took pics together.=)
went off to suntec aft sch and caught 'into the blue'.
hot and drool-worthy bods of those actors and actresses.
jessica alba is definitely hot! x)
anyhows its better than i thought.
great company and was a good class outing at last !

reminiscing abt the times spent in this campus tt is almost breaking apart.
i think about......
the malfunctioning toilet flushes that u have to run out of the cubicle once u press it.
the no-table audi tt make copying notes so difficult and cultivating bad posture over time.
the air-conditioned loke cheng kim hall where orientation saintestralis was held.
the container blocks where we had lessons in due to the lack of classrooms and it has creaking ceiling boards which could fall off anytime.
the track where morning assembly was held.
the canteen which we all so affectionately call the caf(e) which served rather good food considering the std of some sch canteens.
the student centre which was my major slacking place for 1st 3 months.
the many staircases to get to classes and lects cuz the sch was built atop a hill.
the gallery was the place we always had to assemble for pe and sports events.
the general office where we took green slips to get outta sch cuz CT wasnt around.
the plaza where dreadful uniform checks take place when we were late.
the 'tunnel' tt is filled with graffiti which APPARENTLY leads to labrador park(till now its unknown.haa)
the balcony where consultations were made.
the library which became my mugging place for prelims.
the reading room which will be so packed when exams draw near.
the lil nooks and crannies to chill out without getting caught.
and most importantly the airconditioned classrooms that were a privilege!

all these memories as i think abt my jc life right here on malan road campus.
memories that are etched in my mind forever.
im thankful for all those sweet memories and esp the friendships fostered.
2 years have zoomed past.
just as i settled into jc life, im leaving it.
everything moved really fast.
we have come to the end of it.
no more are the times where we will be trudging to classes and attending lectures together as a class.
nor will there be instances where we will sit in the cafe and contemplate whether to attend lects or not.
tutorials at b & c blocks have become a thing of the past.
major chit-chat sessions during breaks have been reduced to studying sessions.
the uniform itself will then lay in the back of our cupboards once the last paper of As are over.
all these has became a part of a memory bank to be stored as unforgettable.
so...
here's a word of THANKS to my clique in S13.
THANK YOU! for being a wonderful part of my life during this 2 yrs.
(shan, nat, ling, merjahn, shaun, lawrence, kenneth and rudy =) )
though there are just the few of us girls in a boys-dominated class.
we have gotten closer and i enjoyed the camaraderie we shared together as a clique.
the rest of the class have been part of the great experience as well. just not so close.=p
anyways, im also interested in waiting to see what the future beholds for all of us. what we will all grow up to be. =p
for now, its getting back to serious ol' studying for the exams tt are approaching in a matter of weeks.
let's perservere on! we can do it im sure.!
im crossing my fingers and praying that we will all get those results we have been dreaming of attaining.! =))
till then when the exams are over. we will be out there enjoying the life of free-ness.

-memories kept in my heart goes on to eternity.-

'no one is here by chance'

college hymn-.
our father, by whose servants
our school was built of old
whose hand hath crowned thy children
with blessings manifold
for thy unfailing mercies
far strewn along our way
with all who passed before us
we praise thy name today

they reap not where they laboured
we reap what they hath sown
our harvest may be garnered
by ages yet unknown
the days of old hath dowered us
with gifts beyond all praise
our father make us faithful
to serve the coming days

before us and beside us
still holden by thy hand
a cloud of unseen witness
our elder comrades stand
one family unbroken
we join with one acclaim
one heart, one voice uplifting
to glorify thy name




&the beauty.

12:45 AM

farewell assembly class of 2005











gifts of nostalgia.

(more pics to comee..)

&the beauty.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005
4:08 AM

stay home mugger mode today.
managed to finish up another chap of chem tys and phy fluids.
more to go.
gonna keep myself in momentum.
this is the state of my table now. messy.
cant wait to clear and free my table in a month's time.
counting down, its another short 25 days more.
urge me will u?
haha. tmr's farewell assembly.
hope its not gonna be tt bad a teary affair.
come to tink of it. going for tutorials as a class and attending lectures have become a thing of the past.
gonna miss sch life with the uniform and backpacks and all.
i guess i will reminisce more once its stay home study time.
which commence aft tmrr!
till then.` i will blog again.=p

&the beauty.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005
6:38 AM

yay! i passed evaluation!
one step closer to getting my theory test pass =D
got 97% this time round. AND hui got 99%.
damn lol wan la her results.
always 1% short.
anyhows. its still a pass.x)

went sch for gp today only.
den watched music awards!.
oh man. one of the contestants was really GREAT!
he sang music of the night and man. he was GOOODDDD!.
damn nice the way he sang it.great voice he had to carry it off too.
aft winning the title. he sang an accapella of some soundtrack from les miserables.
it too was nice.
SA's hidden talent exposed in these type of competitions.
no wonder so many musically inclined ppl are emerging from hidden areas of the cohorts.
haa.
just finished watching PRIDE's last episode.
it was sWWeeeeT!
the male and female lead just has so much chemistry and they look handsome/preddie.
takuya kimura and yuko takeuchi *smiles*
always liked drama serials by takuya kimura the hot guy.
haha. the previous being good luck!.
sweeettt ending. =p
okok. off to studying.
lalalala.~

&the beauty.

Saturday, October 08, 2005
9:52 AM

night out with the girlies and leo was fun fun fun!
heez. was supposedly an ice cream outing.
but well. by the time we got down to it the shops were closing.haa
satisfied with the 50cents ice cream cone by hui for now.=)
had dinner at sakura ytd before walking around and shopping.
heez. long since i went shopping but the feeling's still not there.
guess the As are just bogging me down.
so wellz. im enduring for a month more. tt's it.*smile
went picture frenzy at the taka atrium.
fun fun. but guess we made a fool outta ourselves as well.
who cares. all in the name of FUN! =P

went for driving evaluation this morning.
man. i failed it. got a 77% without going for practice.
during practice after i got 93%.
oh wellz. im not as frustrated as if i were hui.
she got 89% just a MERE 1 percent more!
anyhows we are gonna retake it soon.
gonna pass basic theory test as soon as possible.
bleaghz.
went studying aft tt before meeting my family at suntec.
parent's 22nd wedding anni this year =)
happy anni daddy and mummy.!
so yup. dinner at imperial teochew restaurant.
nice food.*yummy
feeling quite tired alr. been up rather early.
tmr's another early day.
till then. ~

&the beauty.

Thursday, October 06, 2005
12:10 AM

check to see if its accurate. i thought it was for me.=D

Type O "Hot"
Population: Roughly 38% of the world is O +ve and 6% O -ve.
Traits:Confident and Strong-Willed, Proud, Dedicated, Sociable, Energetic, Extroverted, Frank, Realist, Showy, Flighty, Generalist, Positive, Independent, Risk-Takers, Dislike taking orders, Insecure, Stubborn & Self-Centered.Make friends easily and go with flow and grasp opportunity. Quick to start a project or chase an idea. Are good at organizing activities. May have short attention span, and expresses strong emotions. May quickly take opposite views that are deep but not always durable. Classic entrepreneurs and movers and shakers.Express their emotions but can be swayed by other blood types. Have an intrinsic elegance. Sociable and showy. May be good at adapting to circumstances. Words come easily to them. Not self conscious and will frankly reveal inner feelings. Ambitious, but may have issues with detail.Like to touch and be touched by others.

Type A "Cool"
Population: Roughly 34% of the world is A +ve and 6% A -ve.
Traits:Obedient, Careful, Sympathetic, Self-Sacrificing, Polite, Honest, Loyal, Emotional, Introverted & Nervous.Are reserved calm and even tempered. Sensitive to public opinion. May be Introverted, shy and nervous or ill at ease with others. May be Pessimistic. Value relationships and are loyal. Hesitant to change. Nature lovers and dislike crowds - need a private place or secret hideaway. Can be indecisive. Good at team work and obey rules.Dislike to touch or be touched by others.

Type B "Active"
Population: Roughly 9% of the world is B +ve and 2% B -ve.
Traits:Cheerful, Optimistic, Active, Sensitive, Kind, Forgetful, unorganized, Noisy, EgocentricEnergetic and have the drive to reach towards goals. May be workaholics. Not the best team players and are individualistic. Do things at one's own pace. Strong personality adventurous. Likes to get one's own way. Are Sociable and enjoy entertaining.Like to touch or be touched by others.

Type AB "Care-Free"
Population: Roughly 4% of the world is AB +ve and 1% AB -ve.
Traits:Social, Easy-going, Sympathetic, Diplomatic, Outgoing, Laid-back, Creative, Unpredictable, Artistic, Flexible, Moody and Brooding.Blend of opposites. Shy with some and bold with some. Introvert and Extrovert. Unpredictable and may seem to have calm exterior. Strong creative strain. Good at spotting problems and skirting them. Like city environment. Get bored easily. Everything they do is compelling. Never take things for granted. Appear mysterious. Contribute harmoniously to society.Dislike to touch or be touched by others.

Compatability by Blood Groups:
A is most compatible with A and AB
B is most compatible with B and AB
AB is most compatible with AB, B, A and O
O is most compatible with O, and AB

&the beauty.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005
9:13 PM

intensive GP today at school.
well. anyways. basically we all are going to school just for GP these days.
im not gonna go to sch tmr and fri.
guess studying at home or outside would be better.
just cant stand waking up early to get myself to school.
today had gp consultation in the morning followed by gp lect and it was chem lect which was basically stoning and eating session for me.
den it was on to gp yet AGAIN.
well. like i said. INTENSIVE
aft sch went with shan, merjahn and kenneth for lunch at hf.
supposed to go change the oversized tee of shaun's present.
but we ate and chatted till 2 plus.
and i was meeting couzzie at 3.
so shan went to meet her bf and change the shirt too.
i met couzzie at 3,bugis.
got tix for corpse bride.
it was a really nice show!. u guys should go catch it.
its really good considering it took 10 yrs to complete it.
i liked the songs and dolls or puppets u call them.
it wasnt the conventional animated childish show.
yup. watch it and u'll noe y. =p
aft movie was dinner at mos burger.
was a great catch up session aft a long while.
cousins unite != )
i came home soon after since she had sch the next day.
yup. now my books are calling me alr. byee.

&the beauty.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005
12:02 AM

topsy turvy.
tt's the state bali is in now.
i wholly condemn the acts of terrorism to the core.
they have fulfilled their purpose and lived up to their name - to instil fear in govts and politcal powers while destroying the livelihood of the civilians.
i dont see what good they achieve out of it other than that sadistic joy thru destruction.
some countries just have corrupted governments and the commoner's life is so vulnerable and at the hands of these ruthless leaders who seek out personal benefits neglecting tt of civilians'.
it just make this already disaster-filled land even more undesirable to live in.
im just thankful for the safeness and serenity of singapore which is shielded from natural disasters.
on the other hand, vigilance is still the key.
letting ourselves off guard makes us unprepared in times of trouble.
like in the case of a terrorist act.
it may hit us ANYtime.
bali blasts in 2002 was not too long ago.
and place has yet to be fully restored.
now. it yet again got bombed and has to undergo restructuring of infrastructure yet again.
my deepest and innermost sympathy to the victims of the blasts.
an initial happy and enjoyable holiday which may the first for some turned out to be the tragedy of their lives.
wad a tragic end to the families who made their first trip to bali.
its really unfortunate especially for that particular family who made their 2nd visit back to the island aft being caught in the bomb blast in 2002.
im just praying for the acts of terrorism to cease thruout the world.
sending the world in constant turmoil deciphering out what their next motive and target wreaks the lives of the people.
peace for the world(cliche quote of miss world pageants) still stands as a WISH.
yeah.u got it. its a WISH tt is yet to be true.
hoping in vain for the world to be a better place to live in and everyone to live fulfilled lives even with the emptiness around us.
oxymoron i know. but its just some fairytale tt makes life so much more beautiful and colourful.
praying for justice to be done and tt restructuring processes will go on smoothly.-_-

okay. tt was my dedication of the entry for today to bali bomb blast victims and families. =)

school today was quite a waste of time. in the sense tt i was there for no good reason.
other than the usual studying tt i hafta indulge in for the rest of the month.
only attended chem lecture and it was studying in the cafe from 0900 till 1245.
not as bad as kenneth and merjahn though. they practically came to sch for attendance which wasnt at all needed.
merjahn became the butt of our jokes while studying too.heez. sorry.=p we were just kidding im sure u noe it.
anyhows,i managed to get another chap of chem tys off my back.*smiles*
way to go!.
getting into momentum of studying. and tt's a good sign.
just hoping i wont break down at the start of the exams. or my efforts will go to waste.
gonna catch up a lil on my sleep deficiency with a short nap.
ZZzz till then! love ya guys=p

&the beauty.

Saturday, October 01, 2005
9:06 AM

attended my cousin melvin's wedding ytd at the masonic club.
the place reminded me of some british colonial building.
apparently its a club whereby all ppl with high IQ gather and meet. most of them are lawyers btw.
anyhows. my cousin aint a member. =x just tt he booked the place to host his wedding solemnization ceremony.
it was quite a nice place but was rather small.
the whole event felt really much like a rehearsal to me.
no tense atmosphere or whatnot.
it was damn funny when technical glitches(like the cameraman being so unprofessional) and normal jitters ( like when the ring got stuck on the bride's finger and wouldnt come off with ease) happened. =p
haha. so impromptu it felt.
had buffet spread for dinner.
managed to catch up with my cousin and aunts and all.
nice get-together after awhile.=)
left for home round 10+.
well. guess his ceremonial traditional wedding will be next yr or smth.
till then. i hope it will be more rehearsed or prepared.heez.

had tuition in the afternoon today before heading to harbourfront subway for studying session with leo.
got some stuff done and did some papers for mon's mock test.
had dinner at foodcourt where hui joined us.
laughed till my stomach ached. a full stomach and laughing gas dont mix.
guess im suffering from indigestion now.haha.
so yup. aft dinner. we then went to bt merah mac for more studying while hui left.
quite tired now. but guess i shall finish up the paper i started before sleeping.
im now more or less into the momentum of studying for As alr.
cannot afford to slack. one more month to improve my seriously UNDESIRABLE grades.!
36 more days only!

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