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Monday, March 27, 2006

6:22 AM

last sat was another day spent settling uni stuff.
went to SIM to check out the courses.
they didnt appeal to me.
so its well. OUT.
i think its also becuz their courses are more suited for working professionals seeking to upgrade themselves.
oh wellz. so then it was on to RELC near shangri-la hotel.
got my applications to the unis in melbourne done.
will hear from them about the outcome of my applications in 3-5 weeks time. =)
applied to monash, la trobe, deakin, RMIT.
yep. tt's abt it.
im kinda excited bout going there.
but well. its still my last resort.
if the local unis will so kindly grant me a place, i guess im still stuck here for a couple more years.
hee. oh wellz..
on sunday,relatives came over for steamboat dinner.
yummy =)
watched big momma's hse 2.
the show's hilarious. =p

work has been ok so far.
its not so boring alr.
and im looking forward to WEDNESDAY! =))
tmr's another day at work.
till then~

&the beauty.

12:54 AM

the australian uni fair on sat was fruitful.
got all the needed info and my doubts are answered at least.
but the sad thing is my results are darn bad. =(
ive gotta attend foundation yr for quite a no. of them.
anyhows. im still gonna apply and see how all my applications locally and overseas go.
i dunno y.
but there's smth in me that's feeling really sick and bored of the education system in singapore.
it just makes me want to try a new environment.
is this a sign or smth? lol.
oh well. the cost of overseas study is the only deterrent.

work on monday was fine.
im beginning to get used to all of it.
sometimes even looking forward to working. hee.

had driving lessons again at bbdc ytd.
i improved a lil i guess.
maybe also cuz it was that instructor this week.
he's really funny.
i then met hui later on for lunch then to my house to slack.

life's been rather slack for me.
and quite boring too i think.
nothing but work, slack, sleep, read, tv, go out.
nothing much more to it.
sad life.

for now. im just praying hard that the uni applications go smoothly. its eating the insides of me when im in a dilemma of choices. god pls guide me.=)

&the beauty.

7:21 PM

its 17th March!!!

Happy Sweet n SexY Nineteen to U, Hui !!! =)

though she's prolly not gonna be reading this anyhows.
i hope she still enjoyed yesterday's celebration we planned for her.

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yesterdayy.
hui and i went for an interview at faber house.
we got the job but are still quite sceptical about what they are doing.
but anyhows. we are just gonna give it a try.
hope all turns out well and the pay will be as good.
caught date movie later on.
the show's simply sick. but quite funny though.
so it ended round 6 and we headed down to suntec to meet fel for dinner.
darn. my heels were killing me the entire day.

we had dinner at fish and co.
and got complimentary desserts and all too.
the staff were really accommodating. =)
after dinner was fondue at max brenner's.
nicee. we were so full at the end of it.
peekture madness on the bus was hilarious.
im sure the other commuters couldnt stand 3 crazy girls snapping away and making quite a bit of noise at the back.
but who cares. we love cam-whoring. :)

i love you girls.=)

&the beauty.

8:30 AM

engineering, business, arts and social science, school of PMS and moree.!
engineering there's chem eng, mechanical, civil, ISE, EEE, Computer eng. , Environmental, material, common eng..
there's like soo many engineering choices to choose from.
andd.... im actually not interested in ANY. sad.=(
im still sticking to business and accountancy.
BUT. my grades may not allow me.
howww.!!!. im soo dead. kill me.
i just gotta apply and see how the application goes.
maybe MIRACULOUSLY everything turns out fine and i get the course of my choice.
i doubt though.
gonna put arts and social science second to engineering.
the rest of the courses really dont interest me that much.
ohoh. there's also school of PMS. (physics and mathematical sciences)
major in mathematics. how cool does that sound? haa.
i prolly will be in PMS mood evryday too.
it can make u go bonkers dealing with figures evryday.
god. help me!
i need to send in application by next week. so in case i need to change. i have time.
for now. its more reading of the brochures.

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went for the openhouse with clique today.
was tiring but at least we managed to get some needed info.
met aidan at boonlay too.
everyone's going to NTU openhouse. :)
NUS one was not as centralised. so mayb tt's why not as happening too.
but well. i still like NUS campus so much more.hee. im biased.
oh wells. gonna check out SMU tmr. =)
the courses shall still be my priority.
but if i dont get into any of them.
then ..... most probably.. aust. here i come!
my last resort.

&the beauty.

4:56 AM

girlies friday night out was great!
finished work and met up with fel and hui.
we dinner-ed at nydc holland.
the after taste of the baked pasta wasnt tt great.
too cheese-y for our liking.
so we went to essential brew for drinks.
liked the place and their apple crumble!
nice. and it was fun disturbing the waiters there.
hee.
more of these outings to come pls.! =)

girliesunite!

&the beauty.

7:12 AM

im TOTALLY disappointed with myself.
a big letdown. utter disapointment.
i have put in the effort but its not enough as shown.
it may be my personal best for the past 2 yrs but still..

if only...
i had put in more hard work and did my tutorials more diligently.
i started consistent work earlier.
i had not accumulated all my doubts and clear them last minute.
i consulted my teachers more often.
i did not slack thaat much.
i did more than what was required of me.
i buried my head in books in the months leading up to the As.
i concentrated better.
i didnt allow other distractions to affect me.
i listened to my teachers more attentively.
i made use of tuition time more effectively.

if only.....

then all these regrets would be redundant.
anyhows. now's the time to make my path straight again.
i cant let setbacks pull me down but instead make me a much stronger person.
this was a much needed wake up call.

i feel stupid.

&the beauty.