you're a mystery yourself
school's so mundane.
but its not really that boring.
arghz. its just so contradictory at times man.
i guess its all cuz im so used to routine and schooling forms the major part of it all.
im all too used to it and it no longer has tt great an effect on me.
considering the fact that its a SUPER important year for me.
like az said. its not PSLE, not Os, its the As!!!!!.
blahz. such a huge turning point in my life.
much as i want to get it over and done with, its a huge obstacle i have to cross first.
keep me in ur prayers k! =)
so yeahz. that's how school life's been for me thus far.
i wouldnt call it sad.
cuz im actually kinda slack still.
i cant stand myself. bleaghz.
block test 2's in 2 months time. and im supposedly planned to be studying till then.
mugging my brains out and cutting down on my online hours.
but i guess it aint working. =/
judging by the fact tt im online almost evryday.
and knowing the fact that my frens in poly are having their hols aint helping me at all.
ive got 6 more months and im freee.!
there are a thousand and one things i wanna do after that.
for now. i just gotta keep them on my wishlist.=s
and persevere on!!
time's always such a great factor in evrything.
keeping things together and keeping things apart.
it can bond people together yet at the same time allow ppl enuff time to drift apart.
and the worst part of all. u cant help but go along with it.
its just all beyond our control.
so guess. the best way is to take great control over our own lives and prioritise along with the 24hrs a day we all individually have.
no more no less. just doodle with those short hours and make the most out of it.
i wanna lead a meaningful life.! haha. ok. im talking crap.
evryone wants to lead tt sort of life too. -duh-
leaving regrets behind and moving on.
sometimes i really just feel that 24 hrs in a day is reallly short...
but when im stuck in lectures or tutorials, its just so freeeaaakinng lonng.
it just seems like forever when actually its just an hr. weeird and contradicting.
tt's y. boredom kills moods.
okaez. enuff of blabbering all those nonsense some of u may call it.
just felt philosophical at the moment.
lol.=p
well,i have a craving for sakae buffet.
been having it for so darn long but have been broke for the month.
so shall have it next month then. hee. bdae treat for myself. lol =p
sushi sushi!!!! yummiee. =)
an update bout matches team sajc played.
monday's match. tennis boys vs NJC.
they won!!!!!. congrats man.!
they played well.
and it was interesting watching kenneth and bryan play doubles. haa.
the team's in for semi's i think.
hockey guys played vs MI too.
they beat them 2-0 .
well done.!
if im not wrong. bball has been winning so far too. into 2nd round alr.
im sooo looking forward to getting a half-day off.!
yeahz. tt's about all i know of.
heading off to watch tv and its off to studying chem.
electrochem is making me sooo confused.
help mee!!!!
eye for a guy tonightz. =)
byee.`
&the beauty.
great and successful tanning session finally.!
the previous attempts have failed due to the un-accommodating weather. =s
today. the sun was super hot and tt's y it was perfect.
spend 3 hrs under the hot sun and now im burnt.
at least im not like a lobster.=p
so well. that's how my afternoon was spent.
chill out,tanning with great company. so cool. all was short was a nice drink to accompany.
too bad fel couldnt come though. next time yea, gurlie=)
haha.
kaez. shall update bout ytd.
met hui and fel at clementi to meet up.
were chilling at mac till round 4+ den went to meet leo at kfc.
he was there after bball match at clementi sports hall.
so yeapz. went to the bookshop for awhile before fel had to work.
got home soon after. to go to grandma's.
celebrated an's bdae.
nice cake my aunt bought. hehe.
strawberries!!!!. it was a strawberry and peach cake from bengawan.
okaeyz. the weekend has arrived and ive got loads of hw to be done within these 2 days.
darn. chem test's next week.
all the topics which im not very familiar with summore.
blahz. i just hope i dont start failing my tests all over again.
just tt im clueless about electrochem.
argh. someone pls help me pls??
so well. gonna go start to TRY doing some work now.
till layta!
&the beauty.
happy birthday to my lil couzzie, an!!! heez =p
he's this cute lil nine yr old. =)
school passed relatively fast this week.
the reality of As being only 6 months away is really starting to settle in.
and its scareee. =x
i havent caught up with my first three months work and neither am i that up to date with my work now.
bleaghz. im getting so freaked out.
major exams in JUST six short months.
im 18 in a month and im to aim towards uni at the end of this yr.
blah.its going all too fast for me to cope.
life zooms past and waits for no man.
arh. that's the way it is yeahz.
i just hope to do well at the end of the year and get into a course of my choice.
its thursday already. when it felt all like tuesday only yesterday.
another week cut off from the no. of weeks left. =s
im so gonna take all these in my stride.
and i guess az is right.
studying may be taking a toll on my blogging frequent-ness.
just dont have the mood to blog that much anymore though i may be online.
okae. enuff of all the useless worrying and anxiety.
the sporting season is here.
team sajc has its fair share of wins and loss.
i just hope we're gonna get a half-day off soon.=p
all the way, guys.!
well. tennis guys and girls won cj yesterday.
congrats!
soccer won ac the other day.
volleyball guys won njc if im not wrong.
bball guys and girls won too.
not sure who they played against though.
i just pray for them to be strong during this competition period. =)
yep. back to mundane lessons.
today's 2 hr gp was shortened to 1 hr cuz mrs lee had something on.
well.her gp lessons have always been rather interesting.
so we had a 1 1/2 hr break before pe.
went to starbucks at hf with ling,rudy, kenneth and lawrence.
got back in time for pe.
it was so slack since mr lam was in reservist. and ms png took over for the week.
she wasnt tt forceful and we were damn slack.
ran one round instead of 2 and did physicals.
just the normal burpees, crunches, tug-jumps and push-ups.
heee. that's how slack we were today.
"SOME" training for NAPFA it was. lol.
also maybe cuz of the distraction by the soccer match going on.
acjc vs hcjc.
ac eye candies =p
didnt manage to see many though. haha.
that's abt it. shall update when i feel like it real soon!`
&the beauty.
hrmz. back after a week of not updating.
kinda mundane and i didnt see a need to blog.
hee. also no mood la.
well. the past week has been good though.
it passed by relatively fast.
the sporting season's back in SA.
hope we win the competitions and we'll get a half day off soon.
whee. looking forward to that..=)
all the best team sajc!!!
yesterday's friday.
rotting day for me and ling.
nat was having syf and shan didnt come cuz of some infection thing.
oh wellz. didnt study during the long break.
just slacked around in the cafe with the guys taking stupid pics and crazee videos.
congrats to the dance society for getting GOLD with honours. !!!!!
u guys definitely deserve it.
ur hard work has paid off...=)
im really looking forward to rapture to see the dances for syf and danceworks.
so yup.
hui came over after school.
she wanted to tan by the swimming pool.
but well. the weather didnt accommodate.
but at least the rain stopped aft awhile and we got to at least soak in the pool.
heez.
today. woke up super early to go to the airport.
sent grandparents off to hongkong.
den headed to jalan kayu for roti prata.
found it average only though.
not all tt great i would say.
so aft tt went over to aunt chris place since aunt and her were going to their friend's house aft tt.
chilled and catching up session for mum and them.
came home soon after.
gonna get started with my hw soon.
till lataa!
&the beauty.
1st April
happy april fool's to u ppl too!
school was not that good for me afterall.
all cuz of me getting injured during pe.
bleaghz. got tripped by shaun accidentally while we were playing handball.
man. it happened at the initial part of the game.
so yeap. as u would have guessed.
i skipped the rest of pe.
well. the blessing in disguise of it all was i could skip cca.
selling stupid uniforms to j1s till 7pm.
yeap. but it was definitely a price to pay. =s
oh well. met hui and kuan hwee at clementi after school to eat.
it marked the end of exams anyway.
oh yeahz. got tricked by several ppl too.
haha. i noe. im gullible u may say. -_-
2nd april
happy birthday, kenneth!
went for qing ming early in the morning.
the usual places.
for my grandma to pray and stuff.
after that it was lunch at grandma's.
it was the usual thing evry year.
so well. after lunch.
went up to my uncle's place.
to bring him lunch. =)
den parents and grandpa played mahjong.
used to it.
their normal pastime anyway.
di and me watched movies all the way.
i watched bridget jones:the edge of reason.
a lil of seoul raiders till we got bored.
then i watched the prince & me.
nice shows !
borrowed some dvds back to watch too.
heez. =p
today
the usual sunday church service started off my day.
new pastor in church to deliver sermon.
then it was lunch at great world city area.
yeah. got home and napped.
gotta go eat dinner soon and finish up my tutorials.
takkaire ppl!
&the beauty.
