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went out studying today again. at holland v this time.
saw mr dennis lam at holland V's bus stop while waiting for leo.but dont think he saw me.oh wellz.
we then went to starbucks hoping to find place to study.
but it was packed. with SA ppl.
so we went delifrance instead. and there was packed with CJ ppl.
kaden and his big group of friends were there too.
blahz. now u noe where different ppl from different school study huh.
haha.
so anyway. there was more space there and stuff we decided to stay.
at least i managed to get some work done.=)
hui came to join us later on.
studied till bout 8 before we headed to cheese prata shop to have dinnerr.
nice nice.long since i had prata too=p
kuan hwee came to join us too. haha. anyway he lives so near there la.
oh well. nice day out today.
shall finish up some more work before sleeping.
tmr's another day of studying. gotta finish up practices too.
till then.! see ya.=)
&the beauty.
3 papers down. more to come. =/
but for now. or rather for tonight.
im gonna relax abit.
soo..here i am blogging a bit.
gp and physics paper 3 ytd was as expected.
difficult. but at least i finished them.
so guess tt's my consolation yea.
maths today was. blahz.
SA teachers are so trying to be creative this prelims.
they have phrased the questions in DIFFERENT wayz.
formats tt are so not common.
i just hope i interpreted them correctly.
i wanna at least pass my math !!!!
paper 1's over. one more paper to go for maths.
and many more papers to come.
chem paper one's on fri.
and the rest will be after my one week mugging holidays.
haa. gonna relax for the night and start revision again tmr.
im so looking forward to fri!!
gonna go chill and have sakae buffet in town with my girlies. !!
yayness. another girlies day out after quite a while.=))
&the beauty.
ive been busy studying.
progressing rather slowly. but im on my wayy.
i will get there finally. i hope.
effectively studying is another matter altogether though.
i hope i have been doing it thus far.
anywayz. im back to update this last entry of mine.
till when i have more time on my hands or i need a outlet to destress.
until at least after the prelims tt is.
till then.
IM BACK TO MUGGING MODE! mugging my ass off books. =/
takkaire ppl! see ya and wish me well. =))
keep me in ur prayers aightz. i really hope to do well. =X
i pray for good memory, concentration, motivation, determination and most importantly perserverence -_-
&the beauty.
much as i want to fall asleep now. i cant.
all thanks to that cup of iced coffee i downed into my system just now.
bleaghz. it didnt used to take effect on me. but i guess now ive found my stimulant.
haa.
i shall blog bout the past 2 days den.
ytd met up with fel and we went shopping in town. saw many nice stuff.
went to check out birkies at wheelock and stuff.
didnt managed to get anything though. but it was fun hanging out tgt after quite some time.=)
so anywayz. it wasnt tt long.
i so miss the days we could just hang out after school tgt. those were the carefree days huh.
without the mind boggling exams and clashing timetables we have now.
blahz. evrything just changes with time in life.
we cant help it at all but to adapt.
arhz. at least we have maintained the friendship till now. =)
its still gonna last.! haa.
woke up rather late today.
managed to do some work before heading out for lunch with dad.
den on to meet hui at marina to go to carnival@the bay.
was supposed to catch SA's dance performance at 4.
but it was a super long way to walk. and so..
by the time we reached, they had just finished their dance. bleaghz. -_-
anyhows, luckily i caught their award-winning syf performance during rapture.=p
so yup. we walked and walked and finally reached the naval base area.
got to take the ferry to go on RSS Resistance.
the navy's duper cool.
the whole trip lasted round 2 hrs. reached back shore like around 7 alr.
we then left the area and had dinner at city hall area before coming home.
man. my legs ache like hell now.
gonna go rest my feet soon.
i need sleep. i need to study tmr.
but i guess the slacker me has not left and im not tt into serious studying.
i hate myself.!
why cant i just sit at my table ever so conscientiously and at least hardcore study for a few hours.?
why cant i just leave the distraction of the com in its own place and dont touch it?
why cant i just concentrate on all i have to cover and not let tiredness set in?
why cant i have those excellent memory and drive that those elite student have?
why cant i do well in those exams ?
whyyy?
i really need to find my source of motivation.
perseverence and excellent memory and understanding is so duly lacking too.
where can i find them???? does anyone of u have any idea??
&the beauty.
sunday was festival of praise at the indoor stadium.
met hui at kallang mrt at 4 and there were already signboards being put up to say it was fullhouse.
but anywayz. we were sorta guaranteed entry.
took cab to indoor. didnt want to walk the long walk in the sweltering heat.
would have died upon reaching.
so yup. met hensa and his cell group peeps to go q up.
the event starts at 730 but there were already long queues formed at the 4 entrances.
sat down and waited till they opened the doors for us to go in.
managed to get seats and man. it was really crowded.
was quite heart-warming too. seeing many ppl coming together to worship god.=)
had praise and worship led by hillsongs. they were good.
they were kinda different from their youth counterpart though. hillsongs united was more rock.
but darlene zchezch(?) has a great voice.
and delirious was good too. the lead vocalist was so cutee.=D
so wellz. had a great time and yea. my impression of pastor kong hasnt changed. good or bad i wouldnt say. im staying neutral abt it. =p
went off at arnd 11 plus since i had sch the next day.
reached home round 12+.
managed to wake up the next morning for sch.
had some feisty pursuit thingie.
went round the sch doing funny things. sorta like orientation.
then had performance. was ok only.
later on. met hui at bugis to shop. was a damn last minute thing.
walked around and she managed to get formal wear.
i havent eyed any bad i wanna buy yet. =(
saw christina and yao xing there too.
and there were alot of those type of ppl that kenneth detests. hahaha.
im starting to cannot stand too. =x
today's national day!
happy 40th bdae singapore.!!
had lunch at racecourse road there. nicee =D
den came home. havent been studying much lately. im so sadd.
watched the parade a lil. was not bad the starting.
managed to finish my essay. im left with AQ and studying for physics.
i hope i can finish it in 3 hrs and sleep at 3am.
think im goin out tmr again. damnnnnn. i should be staying home and study..
blahz. mayb tmr my guilty conscience would just set in and i shall be a mugger.
sad case.
&the beauty.
hapPy eighteenth birthday, shAn!!! =)
uve finally turned eighteen!
haha. now's left with ling and nat. =p
hrmz. glad u liked the bag we got u! and the cute cow sticker i got u while on my stationery shopping. haha. =))
wellz. im into momentum of studying now.
thank god!
or else i would definitely be sooo dead.
with prelims lurking only a mere 23 days away.
tt's scary.
oh rightz. at least im sorta on my 'way' there.
finished almost 2 chaps of TYS.
im happy and quite satisfied with myself.
just hope that i dont forget those impt facts and methods when the paper arrives.
school's been fine so far and the library's becoming my hottest hangout.
be it the library in school or the one at queenstown.
im sucha loserr yea. haha. but the quietness of the place helps me get work done.=)
so anywayz. today school was supposed to be rather short for me.
fridays are usually my early days.
but this week sees the handing over in co-op. was compulsory to attend the AGM.
arhz. it was crap. only 32/102 attended.
tt's like so darn pathetic. but it was rather interesting though. more 'vibrant' than last yr's.
next week's national day holiday gonna be over a span of 3 days.
blahz. im so gonna be 'celebrating it in a pErfEccT way.
studying thru the 3 days i hope.
monday's celebration in school so there's no lessons.
so generally its a short week in school. since 3/5 days are alr taken up by the hols.
mug.mug.mug. -_-
oh wellz. anyways. im going to festival of praise at the indoor this weekend.!!
yay! hillsongs worship. =p
nth much to blog alr.
i agree with fel.
there comes a point in time where things are just so mundane with my life that i can understand why my faithful blog readers will soon stop visiting.
it just gets very boring after awhile.
my life revolves round nothing but school and studying. with the OCCASIONAL going-out sessions with my buddies.
other than that, evrything's pretty much the same.
but hey. i shall TRY add perks into my life to liven up my spirit and interest ur reading a lil more k.
i shall really TRY.
haha. oh yeahz. i suddenly remembered.
chem tut today was interesting.!
food chem was our topic and caleb lee gave much advice on our food habits.
evrything's almost inedible now. cuz evrything we eat are processed.
colourings, food preservatives, antioxidants and so on. oh man. we are all gonna die early.haa
well. he was talking bout how some scheming stall holders who just want to improve the appeal of their food add fake colouring to it. like in the case of curry.
to make it look appetising, they add deep yellow colour.
haha. we actually thought he was so health conscious about it that he wont touch all the unhealthy food.
but during break, he actually bought nasi briyani for lunch. -_-
anywayz. the point is. we are actually all having thousands of toxins in our body.
an interesting fact i heard from the principal today.
those crab sticks from dodo fishball company get the red stripey colour cuz of painting it with the red colour. she sounded like the machine paint it like it was painting a wall.
hrmz. i think im crapping tooOO much. and im going out of sense. my mind's bonkers alr.
forgive me of the crap above alright. im off to playing lemonade tycoon 2.
till then! =D
&the beauty.
