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Tuesday, September 08, 2009

5:39 AM

im halfway through my final semester and it's been one of the best so far.
really enjoying my final year of study and it's been a good balance of fun and work.
amidst all the assignments and the pile of revision to be done, i've been hanging out w the peeps wayy often.
been to winter camps, conferences and all. it's been an eventful 9 mths.
now it's the mode of assignment madness again.
that time of the year, that time of the semester.
but all's under control, i hope at least.
so it's just a couple more months to go and im really done.
no more dragging, no more relying on the folks for more dependence.
it's the working world and what nots.
in the meantime, i really need to seek God on where He wants me to be.
been trying to put a finger to where i am supposed to head. and where my calling is in this lifetime.
things have been made clearer somehow somewhat, i thank God for that.
i just need a more distinct path and greater assurance i reckon.
in all things, i thank God for why they happened anyhows.

on another note.. i miss the family.
bro's entered the army today and he's going to be away frm home for at least a couple of weeks or more. mum n dad are gonna miss him so much. i miss him too!
the 2 of us finally growing up and leaving home. be it really temporal and still at home or being so far away, mum and dad are starting to feel it.
i really sometimes wish i could be home to be in that comfort zone; but i guess it's not so instantly possibly anymore.
i miss the times of family reunions and just get-togethers.
it's the time of the month and emo-ness is getting to me.
pardon it.
anyhows. i thank God for my family always. for just being who they are and for bringing me up to this time.
it's been a good 22 years and more to come :)
love them heaps!

till then.. doing life in australia pretty much alone w/o the family, i do praise God for who He is and being so constantly by my side.
He's the only reason i'm what and where i am today.
loving life as it is and just taking all things in my stride. i learnt. from the hardest to the easiest of times. :)

&the beauty.