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Thursday, March 02, 2006

7:12 AM

im TOTALLY disappointed with myself.
a big letdown. utter disapointment.
i have put in the effort but its not enough as shown.
it may be my personal best for the past 2 yrs but still..

if only...
i had put in more hard work and did my tutorials more diligently.
i started consistent work earlier.
i had not accumulated all my doubts and clear them last minute.
i consulted my teachers more often.
i did not slack thaat much.
i did more than what was required of me.
i buried my head in books in the months leading up to the As.
i concentrated better.
i didnt allow other distractions to affect me.
i listened to my teachers more attentively.
i made use of tuition time more effectively.

if only.....

then all these regrets would be redundant.
anyhows. now's the time to make my path straight again.
i cant let setbacks pull me down but instead make me a much stronger person.
this was a much needed wake up call.

i feel stupid.

&the beauty.

.Ashley.
.Faith.HopeLove
1 Corinthians 13

GOD.♥

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