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Saturday, August 13, 2005

11:11 AM

much as i want to fall asleep now. i cant.
all thanks to that cup of iced coffee i downed into my system just now.
bleaghz. it didnt used to take effect on me. but i guess now ive found my stimulant.
haa.
i shall blog bout the past 2 days den.

ytd met up with fel and we went shopping in town. saw many nice stuff.
went to check out birkies at wheelock and stuff.
didnt managed to get anything though. but it was fun hanging out tgt after quite some time.=)
so anywayz. it wasnt tt long.
i so miss the days we could just hang out after school tgt. those were the carefree days huh.
without the mind boggling exams and clashing timetables we have now.
blahz. evrything just changes with time in life.
we cant help it at all but to adapt.
arhz. at least we have maintained the friendship till now. =)
its still gonna last.! haa.

woke up rather late today.
managed to do some work before heading out for lunch with dad.
den on to meet hui at marina to go to carnival@the bay.
was supposed to catch SA's dance performance at 4.
but it was a super long way to walk. and so..
by the time we reached, they had just finished their dance. bleaghz. -_-
anyhows, luckily i caught their award-winning syf performance during rapture.=p
so yup. we walked and walked and finally reached the naval base area.
got to take the ferry to go on RSS Resistance.
the navy's duper cool.
the whole trip lasted round 2 hrs. reached back shore like around 7 alr.
we then left the area and had dinner at city hall area before coming home.
man. my legs ache like hell now.
gonna go rest my feet soon.

i need sleep. i need to study tmr.
but i guess the slacker me has not left and im not tt into serious studying.
i hate myself.!
why cant i just sit at my table ever so conscientiously and at least hardcore study for a few hours.?
why cant i just leave the distraction of the com in its own place and dont touch it?
why cant i just concentrate on all i have to cover and not let tiredness set in?
why cant i have those excellent memory and drive that those elite student have?
why cant i do well in those exams ?
whyyy?
i really need to find my source of motivation.
perseverence and excellent memory and understanding is so duly lacking too.
where can i find them???? does anyone of u have any idea??

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