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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

4:07 AM

school's so mundane.
but its not really that boring.
arghz. its just so contradictory at times man.
i guess its all cuz im so used to routine and schooling forms the major part of it all.
im all too used to it and it no longer has tt great an effect on me.
considering the fact that its a SUPER important year for me.
like az said. its not PSLE, not Os, its the As!!!!!.
blahz. such a huge turning point in my life.
much as i want to get it over and done with, its a huge obstacle i have to cross first.
keep me in ur prayers k! =)
so yeahz. that's how school life's been for me thus far.
i wouldnt call it sad.
cuz im actually kinda slack still.
i cant stand myself. bleaghz.
block test 2's in 2 months time. and im supposedly planned to be studying till then.
mugging my brains out and cutting down on my online hours.
but i guess it aint working. =/
judging by the fact tt im online almost evryday.
and knowing the fact that my frens in poly are having their hols aint helping me at all.
ive got 6 more months and im freee.!
there are a thousand and one things i wanna do after that.
for now. i just gotta keep them on my wishlist.=s
and persevere on!!

time's always such a great factor in evrything.
keeping things together and keeping things apart.
it can bond people together yet at the same time allow ppl enuff time to drift apart.
and the worst part of all. u cant help but go along with it.
its just all beyond our control.
so guess. the best way is to take great control over our own lives and prioritise along with the 24hrs a day we all individually have.
no more no less. just doodle with those short hours and make the most out of it.
i wanna lead a meaningful life.! haha. ok. im talking crap.
evryone wants to lead tt sort of life too. -duh-
leaving regrets behind and moving on.
sometimes i really just feel that 24 hrs in a day is reallly short...
but when im stuck in lectures or tutorials, its just so freeeaaakinng lonng.
it just seems like forever when actually its just an hr. weeird and contradicting.
tt's y. boredom kills moods.
okaez. enuff of blabbering all those nonsense some of u may call it.
just felt philosophical at the moment.
lol.=p

well,i have a craving for sakae buffet.
been having it for so darn long but have been broke for the month.
so shall have it next month then. hee. bdae treat for myself. lol =p
sushi sushi!!!! yummiee. =)

an update bout matches team sajc played.
monday's match. tennis boys vs NJC.
they won!!!!!. congrats man.!
they played well.
and it was interesting watching kenneth and bryan play doubles. haa.
the team's in for semi's i think.
hockey guys played vs MI too.
they beat them 2-0 .
well done.!
if im not wrong. bball has been winning so far too. into 2nd round alr.
im sooo looking forward to getting a half-day off.!
yeahz. tt's about all i know of.

heading off to watch tv and its off to studying chem.
electrochem is making me sooo confused.
help mee!!!!
eye for a guy tonightz. =)
byee.`

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